“Just Medals and Scars…”

I finally watched the entire movie of Jarhead without turning it off and walking away from it – I needed that.

Yes indeed, it’s an older movie, but I just couldn’t watch the whole damn thing before last night. In general terms, it wasn’t that bad of a depiction about serving in the Marine Corps during Operation Desert Storm  – based on my own personal experiences over there.

My conclusion by the time it was over, was that, well, he’s right: “We are still in the desert.”

Rise Against – “Hero of War


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Mental Health Conditions & College Students…

A hat-tip to the lady that pointed me to the article below and recently published, it can be found here.

It is both informative and interesting overall, but it’s number 9 specifically that represents the exact reason why I continue to tell my Vet Center counselor “When I am Ready”, in regards to the much appreciated encouragement that I utilize my veteran educational benefits and sign up for college – perhaps becoming a veteran counselor myself one day.

10 Mental Health Conditions that Commonly Plague College Students

Everyone emotionally and mentally struggles at least once during college, but even individuals with no prior history of mental illness run the risk of losing control under pressure. Mental illness continues to mystify the mainstream, and students already stressed and anxious about classes, relationships, jobs and activities end up suffering from the stigmas just as much as the conditions themselves. But they don’t have to nurture their pain in quiet. More and more individuals (students or not), their loved ones and organizations are speaking up in favor of psychological help in all its forms.

The following list represents some of the most common conditions occurring on campuses globally, though by no means should it be considered a comprehensive glimpse at an issue far more broad and complex.

1. Clinical Depression: At least 44% of college students have reported suffering from some degree of clinical depression — and the number only escalates from there as years tick past. Thanks to prevailing social stigmas regarding psychiatric help, only 23% of victims reported that they’d be comfortable discussing their treatment. Considering the amount of stress, anxiety, sleeplessness and inter- and intrapersonal issues characterizing the college experience, it makes sense that an overwhelming number of students succumb to the symptoms. And, unfortunately, many of the common comorbid conditions and illnesses as well.

2. Generalized Anxiety Disorder: Statistics from 2000 reveal that roughly 10% of college students received a diagnosis of generalized anxiety disorder, but in all likelihood the numbers have jumped over the past 11 years. Females suffer from such conditions at a rate of five times more than their male peers, though the numbers may be skewed due to unfair social perspectives regarding men and mental illness. Panic attacks inextricably tie into GAD and related disorders, and the afflicted — regardless of whether or not they attend college — can experience them either spontaneously or based on an external or internal cue. Do keep in mind that not all anxiety disorders manifest themselves via panic attacks, nor are all panic attacks inherently indicative of an anxiety disorder.

3. Anorexia Nervosa: At least 91% of female college students have attempted to control their weight via extreme dieting, though not all of these cases can be considered anorexia, of course. Bulimia is actually more prevalent on campus, although anorexia kills more of its victims. Between 10% and 25% of total individuals with this tragic eating disorder die either from the disease itself or complications stemming directly from it. As with other diagnoses of its type, anorexia rarely ravages alone. Not only can it exist side-by-side with bulimia, EDNOS or binge eating disorder, it oftentimes settles in as a result of depression, compulsions or severe anxiety. Lifetime statistics show that between 0.5% and 3.6% of American women suffer from this condition at some point in their lives. With eating disorders on the whole, one of the major associated tragedies is the recovery rate. Only around 60% of victims make a full recovery, with 20% making some headway and the remaining 20% not really coming around.

4. Bulimia Nervosa: Bulimia nervosa can either exist as comorbid with anorexia nervosa, binge eating disorder or EDNOS or on its own, though almost always stems from a mood, anxiety or compulsive disorder rather than flying entirely solo. Roughly 19% of female college students suffer beneath the destructive diagnosis, although males do suffer from it as well. This compares with the 1.1% to 4.2% of women who struggle with bulimia at any point in their lifetime — not just the college years.

5. Substance Abuse: College males admit to past-year drug abuse at a rate of 40%, compared to the 43% of their un-enrolled peers. Females represent an inverse, with 35% of students abusing drugs versus 33% for those outside of college. A total of 37.5% of full-time students and 38.5% of part-timers admitted to illicit substance abuse. Roughly half of the college demographic engages in destructive alcohol consumption, with 1,700 dying, 599,000 injured, 696,000 assaulted and 97,000 raped or sexually assaulted yearly as a direct result. The reasons for these behaviors are as many and varied as there are individuals to display them, although a desire to fit in, depression, anxiety and other mental health issues are frequently to blame.

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Veteran Drivers License – A Way to Diffuse?

External Link: Driver’s License Honoring Vets Could Diffuse Tense Situations.

A handful of vets have gotten into confrontations with police in recent years. In many cases, post-traumatic stress disorder or other emotional battle scars played a role on those incidents.

An interesting article, and to understand what I’m getting at here you’ll have to read it – but let’s face it – there ARE good cops and then there are BAD cops.

He’s gonna be that quintessential prick with a law enforcement badge to a vet regardless. It could be his one and only fetish.

Case in point: Not long ago I found myself majorly over-stressed, manifesting itself into the mother of all panic attacks. The flashbacks had re-started and I spun out of control a little. Well okay, that’s an understatement – A Lot!

I basically went UA (unauthorized absence) and flew the coup here at my POS in an effort to deal with some bastardy demons from the Gulf War before they tried to deal me (once again) an Ace of Spades – it was all about survival. The Fight or Flight response had been activated

While all this was going on and I was worrying my friends and family to tears – who for the most part hasn’t a clue to what PTSD is (or even a desire to learn) took their own measures and screwed up royally by getting the police involved out of fear for my “safety” and then current state of mind. When in essence, I was fortunate that I wasn’t shot for being a Marine, combat vet, and diagnosed with PTSD by the time it was all said and done.

The mental hygiene had morphed into an outstanding arrest warrant during this melee with the police from something that never got cleared up nearly 2 years ago and was ultimately cleaned up and dismissed (thrown out) by a judge – that’s how serious this offense was and also PTSD related. Even if I had been found guilty, it was a first offense misdemeanor charge that the county basically sent a glorified SWAT team in to execute an arrest. They busted down my door and was armed to the teeth based on very bad information, thank God I wasn’t home at the time.

I had no clue it was still out there and active, an attempt to make it go away was made in the past but it obviously didn’t. I am 41 years old, law abiding, and serve my community honorably – I have NO criminal history!

So, what was I truly guilty of you may ask?? That’s right, being a veteran. Not only a veteran, but a Marine Corps COMBAT veteran with post traumatic stress. There’s nothing like the police, who know absolutely nothing about you, stigmatize both you and the situation because of a PTSD diagnosis.

I couldn’t make this up if I tried…

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Deep Thoughts…

If you found the above both compelling and intellectually powerful then just wait until I really tell you how I feel about things in the days & weeks to come.

Don’t feel bad, there’s two decades worth of pre-recovery years that I’m never getting back either.


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“I Love Mankind…”

In a relative manner of speaking an oldie, but a goodie…


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Bloop (pause) Boom!!

I figured it was past time to throw up a new post and announce that a lot of progress on the blog is being made, an update if you will.

I had hoped to have everything in order by the first of the month, but have found myself working and re-working the smallest of details here at Improvise, Adapt, and Overcome.

As a USMC amphibian the tendency is to want to break things, and that I’ve done here a few times already – albeit involuntary.

Also, in true Marine fashion, I’ve found myself breaking out the ruler and measuring everything within the blog theme “uniform”.

I had so forgotten that the clipping of irish pennants can take time, thank God for anodized brass, patent leather, and clip-on ties or I’d never be ready for inspection. Where’s that working party at when you need one?

With that said; Happy (belated) 4th of July, and it would be the ultimate oxymoron for anyone (imo) to profess a rich understanding of what the day truly means and not be able to connect the dots. The deep, personal, and emotional aspects of it based on what I.A.O. is all about – so I’ll fast forward a little…

I personally celebrated by spending that evening at my place locked down, as I can never quite get used to the sounds that some of these fireworks make. Whatever the guys across the street had sounded like small arms fire and 40mm grenades exiting the tube of M203′s then exploding. Bloop (pause) Boom!! ALL night long.

Oh well.

Semper Fi.

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Fear…

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